Scared to love, scared to be loved.
I’m scared of closing my eyes and I’m scared of speaking up.
I’m scared of making an impression, scared of being forgotten.
Scared that I’m doing it all wrong.
Scared to be the first, scared to be the last.
Scared of permanence and scared of being vulnerable.
Scared that this is it and that nothing will change.
I’m scared that I’m silly and scared to look you in the eye.
I’m scared of being left behind.
Scared that everyone rolls their eyes when I leave the room.
Scared that I have made some terrible mistake and there is no going back.
I’m scared that no one is listening.
I’m scared that everything will change.
Scared to disappoint and scared to impress.
Scared of being admired and scared of being hated.
I’m scared of what I see staring back at me when I look in the mirror.
I’m scared that I’ll be found out.
I’m just scared.